Earliest memories...

Yesterday my friend (who doesn't know of my struggles with dysphoria) asked me, "Why are you walking like a boy?" I was a bit taken aback, and really complemented at the same time. Because I really wasn't trying to, I just naturally came o…

I used to keep a journal on 750words.com. I am going to be putting the entries on here. They will show up on earlier dates for the accuracy of when I actually wrote them. I will change the names of the people I wrote about to protect their…

Boy, do I have things to write!!! Nightvale. I need to write what I can while I still remember it!!!!!! So it ALL started out, today. At dismissal. Half-day, 12:00. My dad had forgotten about it, so I called him, right before he called the…

I went to the supermarket with Mad on her bike btw, just a reminder for future me I dunno why. I don't care about this journal anymore. I'm gonna try it on something else once this trial ends. It seems it only took one day missed for motiv…

AH I JUST MISSED IT!!!!! DAMN IT I SHOULD HAVE DONE THIS BEFORE TAKINGA BATH! Oh well. SCHOOL SLEEPOVER! IT WAS AMAZING! SO SO SO NICE! Okay. P.E. Friday was relay races, finished early. Tevvy and some other got to work with the first pran…

Welp. I just realized that I can write this in the morning, before school. SON OF A B****! But then, there's no way I can write all of the words right now, when I only have a half-hour before carpool arrives and I also don't have anything …

So, this morning I woke up in my mom's bed and went to school and stuff. Then every class was normal. But I was EXHAUSTED BEYOND BELIEF!!!!! In Miss Paula’s class we finished Lord of the Flies, and boy was that ending crazy and depressing!…

Got up. Showered. Braided hair. Good start to the day. Time to stretch! Stretched. Exercised. Now to brush my teeth, pack my bag and eat breakfast! Got to school, but misplaced Parsha packet and precept somewhere in the morning without tim…

This morning I woke up a little later than I wanted, but that's okay. I still had time for everything besides the shower. Which is also perfectly okay because I had soccer practice later anyway. I went to school, just wishing to go back to…

1-13-14 This morning I got up and did what I planned. I woke up at 6:20, took a shower, and at 6:30 I was already dressed and clean. I did sit-ups and stretched. I ate one bowl of Krave instead of two, and some potatoes and coleslaw, half …

1/12/14 Today started off in a bathtub. I stared at the towering white walls, glistening in the morning sunlight. After attempting to fall back to sleep yet again, I eventually heard Stacy's alarm go off and sat up, stretching. That tub wa…