Sometimes you get depressed and you can't figure out what's getting you down. You push people away and hurt those you thought you loved, and you can't figure out why you keep doing this to yourself.

I've always looked up to my mom, so much...

I really wish there were just two of me. And I could feel myself in whichever one I wanted to at any moment. Hey, why not: one me would be a guy, and one would be a girl. The guy me would just chillax at home and skate, and chat with mah h…

I cut my hair at 5 AM Monday morning, December 7th, 2015. I finished touching it up yesterday with a razor comb that I was able to convince my mother to get for me. She freaked out at first, yeah, but mainly because she would rather I have…

I hate to talk about all of this, but I need validation, and achieving that through writing is... Simply put, the easiest way out of this state I'm in. It's a long, and dreary, inconsequential post. Prey (Reprise) Myuu Pop USD 0.99 provide…

In which I ramble about some of my backstory, hoping to find the roots of my problems.

A philosophical ramble of hope.