Two Quick Poems

I had a shit-blown panic attack tonight and after skating around at 4 AM trying to recover I decided to sit down to write the thoughts that ended up settling.

Green Like Jade

Since May of that year

I've remained disillusioned

Looking in the mirror

I have nothing to lose and

With love as my fear

I keep hiding my bruises

With a pain so real

It blackens emotions

I Am My Father's Daughter...

A reflection I don't want to see

I'm scared of myself

Of what floods my genes

Filth is what I always believed it to be

Impulsive, unaware, always fatigued

"Stop sleeping, Bailey,

It's bothering me!"

Narcissism, hatred, negativity

I really need help

I want to be free

Of the walls that have been blocking me