Entries from 2015-01-01 to 1 year
The pavement is hidden The black trees are broken The sky is white linen A caw from the crow and It rises and falls Fast and then slowed It builds up a pressure Deep in my bones I’m slipping away From all of this pain To set myself free I’…
School sucks but at least there's the little things... Today my crush shouted across the classroom to tell me she liked my haircut and I am now dead inside. See you in the afterlife.
I'm an artist. I do things how I want them to be done, with style.
I cut my hair at 5 AM Monday morning, December 7th, 2015. I finished touching it up yesterday with a razor comb that I was able to convince my mother to get for me. She freaked out at first, yeah, but mainly because she would rather I have…
Inspired by Red Hot Chilli Peppers.
I hope I'm not mistaken. But she's very supportive. And she said she'll be there for me while I'm figuring myself out. Thanks.
I've hidden the truth-- Of my identity Mask after mask-- Avoiding the insincerity Afraid of living-- Of making certain connections These are my feelings-- That I fear won't be accepted I've spent all this time-- Being dishonest Choosing th…
My own force of mediocrity has been pulling me down. I've been overwhelmed by the stress of being the top. That's why I've been going completely downhill in the last semester of school years since 8th grade. I could have been valadictorian…
I HAVE NO SHAME YAOI IS LOVE, YAOI IS LIFE (˃̴̀ᄇॢ˂̴́ ∗)
I should probably at least pace these posts out somewhat, but I have lost all shame. Anyway, this is the beginning of my journey into cosplaying Tokyo Ghoul. I only just put this stuff together, really sloppily, but it's a start.
For Halloween a couple years ago I was Karkat. And then some other random day I decided to dress as Kankri 'cause hey, I had the sweater, so why not. So, yeah, more of my face, sort of:
A quick Killua cosplay I put together tonight... As a result of the delivery of a fine new wig! Yay, you get to see my face!
Swallowing peppers And holding back emotions The same sensations... ----------------- Staying up so late Getting nowhere after all Oh well, it's summer. ----------------- Procrastination I'm pressed for time, all the time But never do thin…
Otosama baka desu! Chou mukatsuka!! Kare wa ketsu no ana ga chiisai... [I learned all these terms from yaoi anime :P]
I just recently finished catching up on Tokyo Ghoul. I cried so hard. It's just so well made! I love all the characters so much! My favorites are Kaneki, Uta, Touka, Ayato, and almost everyone, and then Juuzou, as I just drew from 3:30-5:3…
I've been hiding my true self again.My sad self.My burdensome self.The me I wish I couldn't be.And I can't help but tuck it away.So that I alone will be insane.All alone, I can't open up.It's sick and twisted in my gut. But I can't tell th…
Restless Fighting Restless Fighting Screaming Crying Hiding Lying Pushing it all away Don't think about it Don't think about it Don't think about it Don't think about it That's not who you are The sadness is back And it's here to f*cking s…
I forgot to take my iron supplements for a few days. And I finally left the house today for the first itme in a week, and went to the supermarket with one of my best friends. I was really hyper, as I couldn't control myself. My brain was a…
A book I started back in 6th grade, called The Tell-Tale Face... Full of sarcasm, action, romance and references, what could be better? Here's a small piece of the sweetcake: The doors closed. Simultaneously, the lights in the elevator wen…
I am a talented young lady. I am learning three instruments, one of which I only just began taking lessons for, since I actually care deeply for it. I can write stories. I can write music. I can fuckin'... I can draw. I can swim? I can SCU…
I know I just have so many fans. Swarms of fans. You guys all blow my mind. It is enough to cool me down and dry my tears when my cheeks are stained and sticky with them. And with you around I don't have to break a sweat to feel cool. When…
Wandering forever You’ve lost your way Knowing that you’ll never Find your home in this place What are you looking for What is there to gain Is it worth all the struggling The worry and the pain How can you keep walking To the very same pl…
I hate to talk about all of this, but I need validation, and achieving that through writing is... Simply put, the easiest way out of this state I'm in. It's a long, and dreary, inconsequential post. Prey (Reprise) Myuu Pop USD 0.99 provide…
I used to keep a journal on 750words.com. I am going to be putting the entries on here. They will show up on earlier dates for the accuracy of when I actually wrote them. I will change the names of the people I wrote about to protect their…
Gray-yellow turns to blue-green The sun is leaving The dawn of evening creeping Sleepiness seeping into your eyes A shake of the head, a spring of water Your fatigued feet are weeping Feeling the stillness from leaping Your mind is spinnin…
It's a day gone by With the stench of waste With all that time That has been erased So much to do And yet you rot away Glancing at the empty page Filled with your decaying creative delays ... There's nothing to write When you aren't intere…