I'm Not Mediocre!

My own force of mediocrity has been pulling me down. I've been overwhelmed by the stress of being the top. That's why I've been going completely downhill in the last semester of school years since 8th grade. I could have been valadictorian when I graduated junior high, my principal had said so. I wish that he hadn't.

Everyone expected so much out of me.

I found it so much easier to just join the other half of my class and just be mediocre. I found it so easy to look for excuses, like blaming everything on the bad relationship I was in. (Although I guess that did have a lot to do with it, in all honesty.)

But I'm not going to be like that anymore.

I'm not going to let these unconcious feelings control me any longer.

I'm not going to be so weak. 

Cheers for motivation!